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| When the world hurts so bad
And everything around me makes me mad
I crawl under the covers
And pray for a better day
I pray that all my tears will go away
All my pain and emptiness will just fade away
Fade away
I keep questioning why things turned out this way
Why, when, how
Keep hoping for a better day
Its so unfair to be this way
There's only hope for a better day
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| Do you remember
The times we spent together
For awhile it was just you and me. forever
Lost in the moment, yeah
You brought a smile to my face
Thank you for all the memories
I'll keep it close
Foever close to me
You're one in a million
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| Time changes things. I can be thankful for that. Lately its been all good, back on track.
I got a whole week of making it all happen, sort out uni stuff, go in on Wednesday for an interview for a volunteer job, get paid Thursday and Friday. Looks like I may have more work coming in, will find out late Tuesday. I'll be busy, busy, BUSY! But somehow I just seem to have time to chill*yawn*. I got my haircut last week. Its shorter than I expected...shouldn't have let the hairdresser snip my fringe, now gotta wait a month til it grows out. Ah, I hate going to the hairdressers sometimes- you never know what will happen, like a 50/50 chance it wil work out. OH WELL, its hair, it'll grow back. God only knows my hair grows so dang sloooowwww!
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| I can't help but think of the way things should be
The "ifs...", the "buts..." & the "maybes..."
Crossing paths with destiny.
It seems so hard
Just trying to be me.
The lies, the insecurities.
For I'm clinging on to hopes for beyond
To a fresh mind & approach.
I know I've gotta hold my head up high
Grit my teeth
And prepre to fly.
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The past week has taken me though days when I just wanna cry. In fact I have let it all out, and now I have to find solutions to my immediate problems. I gotta get thing in perspective. Stay positive. Stay active and not let my mind drift.I hate feeling this clueless. (Well tomorrow begin a new week and l hope I can begin to see the light at the end of the tunnel...!)
Today was a nice treat- after Church I went shopping with my gfs Simone and Lisa...and got some bargains. I really wanted to head off to Camberwell Market this morning...but it was raining, and didn't get up in time. All in all it woorked out well. As for the retail therapy I guess some things are just easy to do no matter what frame of mind you are in!
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| Wow the World Cup has been going on. The teams I was cheering have been booted out, and now left only with Brazil to cheer (though after watching Argentina play I have made a samall wager that they will win the World Cup). The star Ronaldihno hasn't scored any goals and hasn't been playing to star performance...as yet. Things have been going down alright.
I took a blow last Monday when I was struggling in my night class...and did poorly on my Visual Arts Diary. Since, my mind has been playing games on me and I feel as down as anything. Looking for all the courage to pull me though my difficult moments- to see pass the present and begin to hope for the future once again. I need the super strength and courage that heros are made from. I am praying that it will come soon.
Forgot to add...go the Socceroos! Made it this far to play against Italy. I'll have to drag myself out of bed to watch this match-it'lll be a brilliant one for sure. Well Japan and Korea are out, and Brazil will play Ghana. I should be cheering Australia..all the way yah?! | | |
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